It’s been hard and different without sunggyu in your life, it was Different; even when you were friends, he was always there and you met up alot, and all of a sudden he rarely even comes, atleast he rarely comes to see you….
you still had alittle hope he’d come back, with feelings for you..
but you knew he wouldn’t come back, atleast not to stay.
it’s been 4 years already,
you couldn’t believe it..
but Sunggyu did indeed get out of your head and heartBy time, you still had little feelings for him. if you’d dig in hard enough you’d find those feelings…
“Shouldn’t sunggyu be debuting soon?” Minah asked taking a sip of her juice.
you nodded smiling to yourself, knowing that he had finally fulfilled his dreams, “Yes, i hope to be seeing him soon actually” You smiled widely sitting beside her.
“when did he tell you he’s debuting?” She smiled casually, “He called me 3 days ago, he said it’d be on the 29th of march…” you dabbed on your chin thoughtfully “What’s the date?” you squinted your eyes to take a moment and realise that it’s today, you jumped out of your seat “It’s today!” you widened your eyes, “TODAY” you shouted turning on the T.V, Minah was also excited to know about this, she does like Sunggyu even as a brother if not more.
You saw The bands name and remembered what sunggyu said, The bands name will be ‘infinite’ with 7 guys.
As you heard the T.V shout the groups name, you felt a tingle in your tummy, you excitedly sat up and turned up the volume.
It seemed pretty cool, Sunggyu was a great dancer and the band would totally be a success; you felt it.
they were all talented in their own way, but you couldn’t get your eyes off of sunggyu.
He did change alittle bit, he’s fatter;
you chuckled lightly at your thoughts as soon as it ended you clapped at it.
You got that feeling you got everytime you met up with sunggyu, that made you rather sure; he wasn’t just another ‘crush’, he’s alot more than that…but you’re afraid it’d be love.
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-i am back!! C: i hope you liked this~ leave me feedback? c:
okay so right now i’m in dead sea!
haha~ yes; this time the reason why i’m not writting is cause i’m taking a “mini” hiatus hohoh 8)
sorry guys~ please wait :c <3
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Anonymous asked: :( That was so sad. Keep on writing your doing a good job on the stories. <3 ohohho~ will do~<3 |
Days passed Quickly,and knowing that he’ll be leaving really didn’t bother Reminding you everyday; you were happy and you felt happier by the day Being with sunggyu.
“i need to talk to you” Sunggyu said over the phone, his tone and the way he said it was different than always, you sensed there was something wrong this time…
Finally you met up…
“What is it?” you smiled trying to hide the fact that you knew it isn’t the time to be smiling…
“i got accepted to be a trainee, remember? it’s been two months” He smiled sadly, That smile that you had on your lips also began to fade slowly to a sadder face than ever, you knew it had it good sides though, you were happy for sunggyu finally what he really wanted more than anything happened.
“So…..” you looked over at him “We’re over aren’t we?” he looked away as soon as you asked him that, no matter how much he didn’t want to break up with you or leave you like that after all you had..and well, he loved you; right?
he slowly nodded still looking away, trying to avoid getting your eyes caught together..
“I’m sorry it has to be this way, but i want you to know; if i ever come out of there or get kicked out….i’ll be back with you, i don’t care if you’d be dating someone; i’ll steal you” he chuckled trying to Funner the atmosphere alittle bit.
you smiled as if it was funny.. his face was full of saddness at this point, even his eyes were telling you that, and the motion on his lips that was smiling by force killed you..
you tried not thinking about it deeply; you knew you’d be crushed even more than now.
“i hope you make it though…you deserve it” you held his hand tightly…
he smiled and nodded, “i’m sorry again..” he kissed your hand and got up leaving without saying a word not even good bye, since you knew you wouldn’t be seeing him..
that was enough for you to fall to tears, you sat there silently crying; you were at a public place so you didn’t bother sobbing like a baby..
you cried so much you fell asleep without even being bothered by the sounds around you..
“Excuse me…” you heard a soft voice that barely woke you up, she shook you alittle bit.
“…y-yes?” you blinked afew times, to see that you’re at the wrong place; you jumped out of your place looking around one more time..
“we’re closing” she brightly smiled; you nodded and got off looking at the place sunggyu sat one more time before leaving…
you smiled to yourself…
“i’ll miss you..” you walked off feeling your eyes water up again, you didn’t want to cry so much but it couldn’t be helped; it crushed you..
knowing that he’ll be away, not even as a friend you’ll be meeting;
you sighed trying to smile at it, and looking at it in a good way, but you barely found the good thing in it, maybe for him..but not for you.
your heart hated the fact that it’s not like it’s used to be, not even close; but in your head you’re the happiest for knowing that his dreams are finally coming true..
————-Sunggyus POV————
i walked off without saying a word, i didn’t want to tell her good bye, because i felt that i’d be back;
i felt the tears rolling down my cheeks, they were so much and i couldn’t stop them..
i hated crying, and that feelings that she gives me even though i knew…..it was well, over.
No matter how hard i convinced myself that i’ll be back, a part of me said that it’ll take too long and she’ll find someone better…
i hoped i was wrong, but i wouldn’t even deserve her after that, but i….
i love her..
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as soon as you got home,you already forgot about the text she sent you…
Minah was standing there as if she’s a ghost, you widened your eyes at that sight.
“What?” you ask closing the door behind you slowly.
You saw her eyes water up alittle bit and her pout was shaking..
“are you okay?” you asked..”I WAS DRUNK” she shouted sobbing like a baby with tears falling like falls.
“o-okay….” you said rethinking about what exactly she meant..
….sunggyu…
it finally hit you, she was talking about sunggyu, you manned up alittle bit sounding sad and mad.
“c-continue….” you crossed your arms together…she fell to the floor crying like a baby..
“i-i…i Like him alot, i don’t know why i did this; but deep inside i know i’m happy for both of you…you’re my best friend and well…i’ve seen this coming” she snorted and hid her face with her hands.
you knew you wouldn’t be mad at her, no matter how hurt sunggyu was, and you pretty much knew she wouldn’t do that..
“You’re my best friend” you smiled grabbing her wrist..
“I-i’m sorry..” she cried more and more.
you chuckled and hugged her, “it’s okay..i understand” she suddenly stopped crying blinking as if you said something in gibberish, a smile creeped on her lips.
she sighed happily and hugged you tightly..
“i love you ______!” she said almost choking you.
“W-what about sunggyu though….will he forgive me?” she bit her lower lip looking all sad and baby-like..
“Don’t worry about him…” you smiled and poked her;
you Wanted to rest alittle bit even though you rested enough, but too many thoughts about him auditioning and minah and everything ate your brain, so you decided you nap.
”______!” you heard Minah shout… you woke up immediately from the sound of her loud squeaky voice.
you ran up to her to see what happened; “WHAT?” you shouted in fear.
“Finally” she smirked finishing off her nails.
“W-what?” you squinted your eyes at her, “sunggyu came..” she said; “why?” you asked rubbing your eyes and yawning, “He said he needed to give you something…it’s right there” she pointed.
it looked like a small box, “what is it?” you asked walking towards it.
“he said, it’s for reasons check it..” she trailed off walking to the room.
it was a pretty necklace, you smiled at it and wrapped it on your neck it was a small gem; but it was very pretty…
“oh, a letter” you smiled and picked it up..
______, i got accepted we’re starting training in two months after they set up everything at wollim entertainment, i wanted to give you this as an award for believing in me, and well…just a memory from me;
i know i’m not going in yet, and two months are still about to begin.
but i know time will fly at this..
if there’s anything that bothers you, i’m sorry….but my dreams are finally coming true..
Please be happy for me.
i love you :)
well, you tried your best smiling at it, but you were dying inside, even if it’s still two months early to think about it.
“i love you too…” you folded it back in.
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-i know i’m a very very mean person u_u i love you gaiz.
hope you like it~ sorry again…tell me what you think^^
